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Okay. I’m gonna try to keep this short. We all know how much I love Sonny and Cher. And we all know how much I think into their relationship. But I have been drinking a bottle of Pinnacle and watching all these videos on Sonny and Cher. Their love was SO real. It touches me in ways that I can’t even explain. I want a love like theirs. I know that no matter what happened, they ALWAYS loved each other. I can see it. The way they looked at each other, they way they acted. I just know. People can think that I’m crazy, but I love Sonny & Cher. I can’t explain it, but I have a connection with them. I don’t know how to explain it, but I admire the love that they had for one another. They truly loved each other til the end. You can’t deny it. For whatever reasons they broke up, they really were soulmates. And I really admire the love they had for each other. I have been crying all night over them while watching videos on them. I can tell how much they loved each other. I know I may seem weird with my love for Sonny & Cher but IT’s just who I am. I don’t belong in this generation. I really don’t. I’m not happy here. I don’t belong here. But I am trying to make the best of it, And If it wasn’t for my friends, I wouldn’t survive. They understand me. I don’t belong in this generation, and they get it. I have a connection with Sonny & Cher. I appreciate and admire their love. I don’t feel ashamed about it. If someone thinks I’m weird. I DON’T CARE. It’s who I am. And i’m not gonna change for anyone. sometimes i wonder if love could ever be real for me. it seems like it can’t but i won’t give up. i’ll wait. So as I came back from my run today, my 90 year old neighbor, Marie, stopped me to talk. So of course she asks me, “So, you have a boyfriend right?” I laughed. She goes, “Why are you laughing, a pretty girl like you should have a boyfriend.” I continued to laugh and said, “They are all buttholes, Marie. They are jerks.” Marie then went on wondering why guys today are so different than the guys from her generation. And during this whole conversation, all I could think of was him. And all the anger and hurt I have in me. And all I could do was laugh. HAPPY SONNY & CHER DAY! 
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